livin in america, it’s no good just enough for the city, yes i heard there’s a new world and we got there first don’t gotta be religious to know its worth, yeah they don’t care about us nah they don’t give a fuck about us i took suicide, multiplied it by birth died like three fuckin times, not alone, yeah i’m good they told us ubi's comin but first they’ll write an iou, steal our money, call it work. yeah they don’t care about us and they don’t give a fuck about us

don’t understand how you can be so many people at once massaging the softer side of my skull psychedelic psychedelic i owe you a lot, world, and most of it is between nothin and nothingness embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world seance prank call experiment gone wrong still wonder what gods i pissed off that year i would recommend doing nothing if possible most of all i recommend doin nothing at all, yeah embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world so easy to get caught in the loops so easy to unlock the next oh, thinking about killing the masters yeah let's go kill your abuser

I. yeah today woke up past noon felt exactly like myself ten years ago followed the sun through the window til 2:00 waiting for you to get home, trade places with the moon i’ll escape to a sunlit plain off-stage, please wait for me if you’re there first, death gives you wings heard don’t throw away the urn my friend it’s special plus two for one, it was a good deal, yeah and them back there — is that not my friend? and that feeling style, was that my religion? feels so good to forget until it hurts worse every soul a vessel holding frozen air or water i took a tarot in my bag and somebody stole it before i got a chance to read it i lived it still wonder what might have happened it’s one of those days everything rhymes with suicide i want to get high II. write lyrics like a painting paint like it’s a poem in your phone sing like you’re a place in a photo sing like you’re a photo of a place you wanna go i mean by now wouldn’t you get bored of perfect dreams and want some to surprise you? yeah i bet that was the contract back there oh we’re so fucked here yeah can’t say i regret killin god though it’s a painting

don’t understand how you can be so many people at once massagin the softer side of my skull psychedelic psychedelic psychedelic i owe you a lot, world, and most of it is between nothin and nothingness embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world seance prank call experiment gone wrong still wonder what gods i pissed off that year alone i would recommend doing nothing if possible here most of all i recommend doin nothing at all yeah embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world so easy to get caught in the loops so easy to unlock the next thinkin about killing the master thinking about killing my master embracing the softer sides of the world embracing the softer sides of the world

summers in the evenin knowin it’ll be ok, ok, oh each summer’s getting warmer by the way by the way ohhh, mmm by the way can’t hear what you say know it now by name messin with the rain

and it’s really starting now… every rebirth a relapse so all love is all knowing so i rest so knowing you’ll never get another life like this i bet i bet i bet but oh lord isn’t it isn’t it always somethin isn’t it bob dylan in 66 wonder what the fuck he’d think of this sometimes everything rhymes with suicide often you just get high and fall asleep and oh my god, don’t old souls go so way back by now so tell me do you really give a fuck at all if their gods forgive us in the end? we’re all the same, we’re all the same here never let em tell you we’re all the same dear never let em tell you that we’re all the same dear we’re all the same, we’re all the same here never let em tell you that we’re all the same yeah plus any of us only years old and still i suppose, all old enough to know how to love and just young and dumb enough to learn to let go til belief and desire equal both: reality and the sequels of after all how early you ask for the adderall depends, oh i only love genius idiots, thanks tho we’re still the kids we used to be we’re still the kids we used to be, yeah can’t you see : still the kids we used to be difference between you and me if you had just gotten more time but that’s life that’s life that’s life that’s life get out of the way get into my way get into the way get in the way again [swear i’ll never stop again for either side’s fear you believe in me then i believe in me you be leavin me then i be leavin me] people never even die people always carry on people always carry on and on and on and on

i dont wanna waste my piece everything good til fam wasted fam catch a dome peace man, remember dime pieces? quoth my soul : nevermore i dont wanna die anymore i dont wanna die anymore i dont wanna hurt my niece i dont wanna waste my piece everything good til fam wasted fam catch a dome peace man, remember dime pieces ? 2016 lost it on some weed first time having sex first and last graduation i was high at everything

Okay think We’re fallen in love so Now’s it time to leave Okay feel I just fell asleep, do You remember how to dream? What our story was — ? Must’ve hurt like hell To fall from heaven Haha — Naw Guess I never thought about it at all.. Okay, alright Somewhere our story switched To songs / from movies and That’s alright / with us To survive, two survive Always had the love you had To look for in other people Always had the mind you have, Just have to remember still — Okay, alright Don’t wanna lose sight of myself Have to focus half my soul On art, the other half On life — But both become neither, as Someone said : you can Either have good life Or make good art And I’ve been fucking both up And suicide’s not my style now so Here I go

swim like i know how to drown graduated laude imma dropout born again just like jesus damn guess i believe in jesus again read siddhartha when i was a kid can't get it out of my head dead bury the dead i lived three lives by now yeah yeah i don't fuck with acid for the most part now oh my God gene drive, my girl pretty like a guy and she got fight stories she likes i’m a lover not a fighter but i’m bipolar link between me and me is psychoses euphoria after honeymoons go just want you to know how i love you w your hair down swim like i know how to drown graduated laude imma dropout

take a pill and go to sleep life’s a podcast in a dream swear remember our story? heard it before, let’s go read another lifetime, we grew apart mixing loves and mixing hearts it’s okay, yeah, just forget the words the lives we lived in children’s books take my phone, i’m off the hook wished to believe in god’s return been fucked up since god was just words why was tragedy the greatest work? still see your face on every stranger there was a point i wanted danger heady, makin plans with their voices seance, break my mirrors, disappear will you listen to me when i’m dead? i’m dancin with a candlestick i’m so tired i’m not tired here we’re two dates and three words name and place and death n birth or sayin i love you for the first time take a pill and go to sleep if you died if you died

hollow vernaculars, spectacular, this country made off the backs of so many enslaved century of self, society of spectacle you’re fuckin fired all the way down and through so every breakdown i call a breakthrough now and we ain’t ever going back and we ain’t ever going back, dear we ain’t ever coming back here it’s all ubi from now on, no iou — matter of fact i paid my dues just being born here now hell, 20 years after the fact they want us to act right i’m bout to start a riot they want us to talk back i sit back and stay quiet waiting for them to sleep like life’s a dream and not even ever since revenge and beauty coexisted you can choose to understand or not the sheets of rain falling on our blinds where never asked to stand still for just this moment we’ll barely remember who all asked to stay behind must’ve been a lot but if you must have it your way fine, i wait for the sleep to get tired and spark

Brain cells a jail know The key’s in my room Hid it from myself Just to see what I’d do Looked everywhere But it’s in my hands Have to guess which While my story ends And language erases My soul as it faces My want for a mirror To only show me you ok dumb as a daydream ruthless as a death wish see the sun you ran with was at the end of red green blue forgot subtlety without yellow yeah ok ay ergo argot rouse the ruse and fuck it up count your loves and lose the one alright I don’t remember what I look like I don’t relate to myself at all plus you weren’t fucking with me before I was pretty fuck off slit my soul for show that was my adolescence alright I don’t relate to myself I don’t remember what you look like I used to write poetry to control the page I stopped now I control nothing and if that is the art guess I honored my life guess I honored lowlights more order makes less sense trust yourself chaos is always realer that was my problem lol rendered real as laughter because I was depressed ay look at me fuck on me none of this shit mattered to me until I met you ok. [ok slit my soul for show that was my adolescence damned initials seasonal psychosis again livestream anniversary trip on reunion dopamine a wii neural imbalance wee you promised me great serotonin imbalance like]

you make me feel I reached unteached to moons pulling two moons pulling you and I you and I and you— falling asleep upside down in car seats watching the stars fall apart from afar tracing inert allures on our arms, moon twisting back out to undream us and you—watching the stars fall apart from afar, twisting back out to undream us again—falling asleep upside down in car seats, watching the stars fall apart from afar, twisting back out to undream us. wicca bic pisces earring 1996, stoned lovely— watching the stars fall apart darling from afar, home— lovely—you make me feel makes me feel same love same hate same nothing or something baby baby i love you so much