and it’s really starting now… every rebirth a relapse so all love is all knowing so i rest so knowing you’ll never get another life like this i bet i bet i bet but oh lord isn’t it isn’t it always somethin isn’t it bob dylan in 66 wonder what the fuck he’d think of this sometimes everything rhymes with suicide often you just get high and fall asleep and oh my god, don’t old souls go so way back by now so tell me do you really give a fuck at all if their gods forgive us in the end? we’re all the same, we’re all the same here never let em tell you we’re all the same dear never let em tell you that we’re all the same dear we’re all the same, we’re all the same here never let em tell you that we’re all the same yeah plus any of us only years old and still i suppose, all old enough to know how to love and just young and dumb enough to learn to let go til belief and desire equal both: reality and the sequels of after all how early you ask for the adderall depends, oh i only love genius idiots, thanks tho we’re still the kids we used to be we’re still the kids we used to be, yeah can’t you see : still the kids we used to be difference between you and me if you had just gotten more time but that’s life that’s life that’s life that’s life get out of the way get into my way get into the way get in the way again [swear i’ll never stop again for either side’s fear you believe in me then i believe in me you be leavin me then i be leavin me] people never even die people always carry on people always carry on and on and on and on

don’t understand how you can be so many people at once massaging the softer side of my skull psychedelic psychedelic i owe you a lot, world, and most of it is between nothin and nothingness embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world seance prank call experiment gone wrong still wonder what gods i pissed off that year i would recommend doing nothing if possible most of all i recommend doing nothing at all, yeah embracing the softer side of the world embracing the softer side of the world so easy to get caught in the loops so easy to unlock the next oh, thinking about killing the masters yeah let's go kill your abuser

get well soon russian roulette won’t feel the same w.o you is u a natural blondie like goku ? sensu bean, gimme your energy borderline bipolar splittin tabs, i’ll split it with cha, plus they’re always on or off and i’m always on so how did i live so suicidal this long? and still live three lives like christ? cause that’s what they want? pray nobody cross me cuz they want me to be more like jesus and i was once, then jesus, i took suicide, multiplied it by birth not alone, yeah i’m fuckin good jesus, yeah ‘jesus christ after ten years of absinthe,’ oh my god what if you’re just verlaine not rimbaud? what if you’re just verlaine not rimbaud? you know ? you’d know you know ? you’d know meme music money, govt weed plenty: talkin’ marijuana smoothie * prod. hieloways https://www.youtube.com/c/Hieloways https://hieloways.beatstars.com https://www.instagram.com/hieloways/

get in bit we’re about to beat the beatles / used to be a lennon used to fucking hate myself / used to fucking hate myself, waste myself / made myself ugly cause nothing was real / living my dreams that i deviled to deal / genius idiot, how i [we?] survived so well / tripping planets, burning strawberry fields // know my worth’s beyond my potential’s / body heaven, mind gold, why you worry minefields? / do i look like i was left off (seinfeld) ? / know i can live here much longer and will

May my body not brace for eternity Impact of head back, eyes closed, closer To the confluxes of time and space I spent the life sprinting in place Someone has to pay, who still loves me May God take the damages done to me oh — i have no lyrics, nowhere to drown in but it's all over from here to there i don't know where i don't know when but i know that it's coming again and again oh

i’ve been workin like i never had a job i’ve been livin like i won’t live very long i’ve been feeling this for so very long today using songs to say so long to no one at all, aye damn if i die sober, damned if i overdose stay lit for dead candles, sorry if i wasn’t able to sing without words promise i’m workin on losin every rhyme i learned heavy head, fucked up hot box in a beetle top heavy, fuck off i’ve been so sensitive for art my baby sayin that she never had a job seems she doesn’t plan to live here very long like all us kids who got told we’re smart for coloring outside the box heavy head, fucked up hotboxin a beatle top heavy, fuck off i’ve been so sensitive for so long pray we never pass in public you know shit can get pretty violent, yeah when it comes to stupid motherfuckers i admit you’re damn near perfect twitter mindframe, dumbass you don’t know me dumbass you don’t own me dumbass you don't know me dumbass you’re the old me dumbass you're the old me

tripping at the van gogh rain upon the window eye gazing self portraits doors into my soul’s soul poetry’s a puzzle words cursed i know cant undo the lock cause lost the key on purpose the dreams get closer the ghosts gain focus once i loved them breaking through my mirrors guess we won’t see me again guess we won’t see me again dear more than sleep i wanna dream more than dreams i wanna sleep here (this isn’t just knowledge that the body’s a dreamed battery, uh i too worship the sun, yeah the only important thing here is desire* there's room for everyone)

o lady won’t you come a little closer put your head upon my shoulder we’re gettin older o lately i’ve been thinkin maybe we should let go, let go i just don’t o lady won’t you come a little closer put your head upon my shoulder we’re gettin old we’re gettin old we’re gettin old o lady won't you come a little closer put your head upon my shoulder we're gettin old

god speaks in silence the rest is lost in translation chanting the book of the dead overdosing happiness better copy better singers all our kids posted on limited horizons plus the sun’s already sunk so they want us to copy the moon now huh

in the dance that i learned how to die went through like ten years one to two turned my instinct for life we’ll be right back dear sleeping fast, the stars pass knowing them too i love you i love you the universe says we’re the ones, oh wish you were here i love you oh my god i love you oh my god

I. slow dancing in the rain in the dark this is summer, baby this is summer you find your best love and it’s never over convincing ourselves we’re not all strangers don’t let them weaponize my despair don’t make me project a vacant love onto the gods that will still hold our hands culture or corruption, astrals switching palms used to take this shit everyday to think how to walk through the storm with an umbrella education ended up being dumb on purpose claimed i stole the memorabilia for no reason fifty hold a billion down everyday how could i stay in a space? there’s no way to explain shit really matters II. bodies walk the puddled streets where i see memories fall be- -tween the bars above sewers as rain falls like love does the third month or so in (a little bit colder) is when you begin (a little bit older) to understand (a little bit slower) how insane it all is, and as children play on schoolyards that threaten extinction, i hear them yell and laugh and feel my life’s only stories i tell someone someday (when you get older) somehow there’s no way (to tell you the truth) and there’s nothing i wouldn’t do (i love you) except just to let you know i know it’s over (over) now that im older (older) it was so much easier when i was older (older) and the air was colder (a little colder) yeah i could still see my breath (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) fall between the sheets (symmetry as) of the morning as the sun rose i spend the day (ay) fallin asleep (a-sleep) be- -tween the memories of you and me, there is me (and i can’t get over) (what I can’t remember) heartbreak is a ache, oh i wish i could leave this place for good (for good) so don’t let me know (yeah, eh eh) how i died so slow (oh, oh, oh) december’s a memory now, i won’t have to go back oh

hollow vernaculars, spectacular, this country made off the backs of so many enslaved century of self, society of spectacle you’re fuckin fired all the way down and through so every breakdown i call a breakthrough now and we ain’t ever going back and we ain’t ever going back, dear we ain’t ever coming back here it’s all ubi from now on, no iou — matter of fact i paid my dues just being born here now hell, 20 years after the fact they want us to act right i’m bout to start a riot they want us to talk back i sit back and stay quiet waiting for them to sleep like life’s a dream and not even ever since revenge and beauty coexisted you can choose to understand or not the sheets of rain falling on our blinds where never asked to stand still for just this moment we’ll barely remember who all asked to stay behind must’ve been a lot but if you must have it your way fine, i wait for the sleep to get tired and sparka

take a pill and go to sleep life’s a podcast in a dream swear remember our story? heard it before, let’s go read another lifetime, we grew apart mixing loves and mixing hearts it’s okay, yeah, just forget the words the lives we lived in children’s books take my phone, i’m off the hook wished to believe in god’s return been fucked up since god was just words why was tragedy the greatest work? still see your face on every stranger there was a point i wanted danger heady, makin plans with their voices seance, break my mirrors, disappear will you listen to me when i’m dead? i’m dancin with a candlestick i’m so tired i’m not tired here we’re two dates and three words name and place and death n birth or sayin i love you for the first time take a pill and go to sleep if you died if you died

if you should ever leave darling think of me and somehow let me know you’re still here at least in soul watched my brothers die so slow and then all at once so yeah i know fuck life and fuck death more fuck you think death is for? it’s just a letting go it’s just us letting go and i never let go can’t ever let it go if you should ever leave would you ever think of me if you should ever leave would you ever think of me now

i dont wanna waste my piece everything good til fam wasted fam catch a dome piece man, remember dime pieces? quoth my soul : nevermore i dont wanna die anymore i dont wanna die anymore i dont wanna hurt my niece i dont wanna waste my piece everything good til fam wasted fam catch a dome peace man, remember dime pieces ? 2016 lost it on some weed first time having sex first and last graduation i was high at everything

Okay think We’re fallen in love so Now’s it time to leave Okay feel I just fell asleep, do You remember how to dream? What our story was — ? Must’ve hurt like hell To fall from heaven Haha — Naw Guess I never thought about it at all.. Okay, alright Somewhere our story switched To songs / from movies and That’s alright / with us To survive, two survive Always had the love you had To look for in other people Always had the mind you have, Just have to remember still — Okay, alright Don’t wanna lose sight of myself Have to focus half my soul On art, the other half On life — But both become neither, as Someone said : you can Either have good life Or make good art And I’ve been fucking both up And suicide’s not my style now so Here I go

baby get in, we’re doin dmt at the bernie rally all one love, yes it is, you know it, i’m so depressed yeah, we were it oh it was a sunday when i let you in oh i let you win isn’t this what you wanted cause it’s what we gotten, so young who artist didn’t used to want to be broken? yeah, not us i packed my bags and a blunt, i’m kinda started to be honest was this god you longed for? was this life enough for us? all our hours young and depressed, you know i’m the best, yeah young and angry and just these days where’s our test held at do you remember? yeah, yeah you were just it you adjust it you were just it baby get in, we’re doin dmt at the bernie rally all one love, yes it is, you know it, i’m so depressed

yeah and i’m flyin now and my feet can’t touch the ground now my music makes no sound real love feel just like acid, woww yeah i’m really flying now and my feet can’t touch the ground now my music makes no sound real love feel just like acid, woww real love feel just like acid, woww real love feel just like acid, woww real love feel just like acid, woww

interpolated shit from no one plus frank ocean is beatles is bob dylan or was — you broke up with me that summer cause I took acid dyed my hair fucked my job thank god for higher consciousness, ha it was cool we were in love (loneliness project) man heard johnny just got his gun as well o well smart car bomb packs bridge filled ubi free pass carfentanyl fentanyl took a few lives from us, few years near alright skipping lines already johnny got kilt so now we right i mean we riot if i mean i take it brenda not gonna come work on the norepinephrine weed farms anymore ? damn me neither real shit rather suicide than sell my nothing again (nothing meaning just nothing now) never meant to be long obsessive mission, my self was art pieces (i traded around) lost in finding god, eventually listening to enough alan watts videos high turns out this shit real life brother I’m dead wow damn got a bad dealer and in the end her god got her god damn gun profit anyway o luck capitalism unto thousand dollar heir mother found still couldn’t kill me even if I wanted to live more off-grid zarathustra silly fucker thousand born every day justice system just is best advices at best don’t forget nothing too often fate’ll take death drives out on itself each night like an ouroboros dark dances, witch’s raves, mdma spells sent and spent sleeping off, how much left worth serotonin, nintendo 64 cheat code cartridge blow whole world is shit it not just me huh plus eternal silence since 96, god ideals died in front of us right after christmas mix weed w ptsd controller broke somehow playing at your house quit being violent with me, what worth looking back one weekend was helping my soul finding out my soul was bought way before all this thus everything that happens is from now on — is i am cause i was born in two right here too every reality’s fundamental in any way everything’s anyway necessary for this to exist tho

i just wanna watch movies with you but we got work to do though the many will be few if god ever gets through to us i just wanna watch movies with you but we got work to do eatin on floors of eden feel petrichor, feel us form a new lust oh, what a rush i’m so in love can you believe that it happens girl that it happened to us oh, what a rush i’m so in love to us this is the answer to us this is the one [oh, what a rush i’m so in love nothing really matters nothing matters as much oh, what a rush i’m so in love to us this is the new to us this is the one drug]

Alec: It makes me move It makes me cry When you are you You still wanna die It makes me move It makes me cry I will be running from heaven tonight While dues are due We’re getting high Don’t you that in this moment you will fly I see you comin around like Sdowlers sellin apples to the homeless And he’s really good at what he does I promise He’s mixin it up like. bingo And hell feels lighter when I’m In your breasts somewhere lookin For somethin that feels like June Or July, or somethin warm, familiar I’m taxiin summer, driftin Through your breeze. skrt Seth: Who do you love With love Who do you love Who do you- -you love With love my love When we are high and Watching from above Well it makes me move And it makes me cry When I am me Why do we always wanna die But when I am love And when you are love At our best I never run when I Lose my mind's only sun And all the lonely nights were just rain from above And all this time love was just reigning from above And I love your love And I love our love And I love my love And I love my love And I love our love And I love our love And I love our love And I love that we're us And I love that we're us And I love-

Said she love a man / with / no opinions Said he love women / with no intentions They’re gonna put cha on a mission They’re gonna set us all up again Said they’re sick of / superstition Been all through that / but didn’t listen Sees all through that / with no vision They’re gonna set us all up again

good with my hands, play the piano ambidextrous, blinded in a kitchen chair, you tied my arms, cut my hair only cause i asked you to in my mind, in my room limbic resonance, play with your brain russian roulette just don’t feel the same without you don’t feel the same, like i want to russian roulette don’t feel the same without you gorgeous babe, she loves my new music too gorgeous baby, know my money’s always new so then what did you say to the voice in your head when you found out god's dead damn i can't get out of bed damn iii can't in my mind, in my room

Woah oh oh Woah oh ohhh Girl you know by now You’re the only way I know how Or at least the only way I knew Girl you know by nowww At least I tried to tell you How I tried To hide From youuuuuuu And iIIIIII Me and youuuuuuu And youuu and iiiiiiiiiii Yeahhh Woah oh oh Eyahhh ah ah ah ahhh— Woah oooh ooh oh Mm

met her at church she my God I trust her cause she break the law new body new goddess I died and all every perfect poem is slightly boring so I don’t do drugs you know I’ll smoke with you though wanna see nirvana but don’t wanna die yet
something sexy bout the way they strung God on a cross it’s real explicit hours and we all hate English they just wanna fuck I just wanna feel obviously I’m not real i’m the youngest can’t die young spring has sprung remember flowers pick you one brought you some caught the sun suitcase of moons everyone we can live forever when we die off everyone has escape mine was fun now is done got me some food and water paints and guns buddies to cuddle how often you fell in love this too is life, pretty chakras rub in the mud, so on nothing gets done just having fun how’s it over just begun flew too close sun trips around who gives a who gives a trace timelines in tanlines their advice quiet life reply no one tried it twice this my third really just begun no one dies alone just be gone meaning of pain is learning you sacrifice your self to live you sacrifice your self to live every time you return

reverse engineer me babe i dont wanna be here when it breaks i dont wanna be here when god comes back n turns around yeah if i could go back and change ur mind and if i could go back an change mine like a girl, i change minds i could go forward on em all an bring it home there wouldn’t know they wouldn’t be today still though would they ohh woah reverse engineer me babe i dont wanna be here when we break i dont wanna be here when god come back again an turn around god came back an changed ur mind if i could go back an change mine if i could go forward, bring it home but then wouldn’t it be today still, oh ah oooh— ah oooh, ooh oh— ay ye yeah

you make me feel I reached unteached to moons pulling two moons pulling you and I you and I and you— falling asleep upside down in car seats watching the stars fall apart from afar tracing inert allures on our arms, moon twisting back out to undream us and you—watching the stars fall apart from afar, twisting back out to undream us again—falling asleep upside down in car seats, watching the stars fall apart from afar, twisting back out to undream us. wicca bic pisces earring 1996, stoned lovely— watching the stars fall apart darling from afar, home— lovely—you make me feel makes me feel same love same hate same nothing or something baby baby i love you so much

A mother’s silhouette profiled above sink, curtained in kitchen windows pondering time’s flows. A child asleep in her father’s arms — suddenly the subway doors close. Someone lying mute in hospice with no visitors dying across a couple weeks this winter. Bad politicians last millennium lying back to sleep beside the happily tired spouse : love buries and blooms and bodies itself, basest miracles the closest — obvious, again and again, perfectly desensitized to it. Boring dumb backstories : slang origin banks, keywords for creation. You are 27, almost 28. You’ve recently given up poetry. Outside the window a bird sings familiar. After a few minutes you get up, shut out the world. You turn to face your suffering : yourself. Yourself trying to remember, trying to forget : vernacular. Everything’s already happened. i am the freedom to express my life i am the freedom to express my life i am the freedom to express my life i am the freedom to express my life i am the freedom to express my life i am the freedom to express my life reincarnate just to check karma new track with duplicate settings ready player zero, palms closing and opening up old planets, tokens fallen back in the rooftop to load just found out a new cheatcode intentions and weapons must last all i can say about it [vowed to only do things that are beautiful here from now on]

Why it’d take this long To phrase it like this Thinking in words is wrong Reality’s impossible yeah You don’t have to go right Have to get through the night Promised to never write again, Woke up with lyrics in my head Woke up: oh shit alarm’s unset, alarm’s unset Remember when-remember when The sun dialed time And we waited on no one We would only wait on us That was my problem So why it’d take this long To phrase it like this Thinking in words is wrong Reality’s impossible yeah

ur like ‘gods good’ im like ‘gods great and feels like fate shape of your face slept by the gates of your estate dont be late wont be late make art not hate get out of state i can’t wait i can’t wait i can’t wait’ (can’t make sense won’t make sense when it makes sense the trauma is real)

[said so beautiful to separate] God is losing loss God is losing loss still So we sing its praise ‘I have the same mind if not better I just need more time' Took all my head to realize It’s all in the heart... Mentally I feel good, Just spiritually fucked up Which is what I want I know (Life is forgetting death Life’s forgetting experience Can’t leave tomorrow Is my favorite sorrow Too many lifetimes Come out at night, Backs along the wall (Fuckin geronimo If you’re not afraid to go You know) Tried to let me know, But no Found out on my own (We stood in line))

that was your year not mine half the time i wasn’t here why couldn’t you notice and why couldn’t i these chords don’t have keys anymore this world doesn’t have answers anymore the internet simplified us with ones and zeroes so we’ll never be able to forget the languages they forced us to learn so long ago, wish i didn’t know the sun’s the center of the universe but i probably don’t second day of woodstock it rained jimi hendrix had been up for two days at that point headband soaked with acid seeing music the way we want to the way we want to if two was four if six was nine if seventeen was eighteen if twenty-three was twenty-four no i don’t believe i’ll die anymore just you know ascend i think that’s how it goes when the saints come marching and swinging in drag when the saints come marching in drag, yeah this march i’ll be there

hyperacusis music heartbeat during service i fucking earned this shit i fuckin earned it, earned it much given to the much asked holy fuck i wish she’d come back all this time i spent on regret learned enough to really regret tats on my face so there’s tats on my grave, aye life’s just a dream i treat it as such every time i die i wake up so this next life i’ll be ready for it tats on my face so there’s tats on my grave, aye i don’t give a fuck life’s a dream, i treat it as such every time i die i wake up so this next life i’ll be ready livestream my psychosis imma modern prophet if u don’t love it leave c u next life yeah

born sinner, right but you can’t convert me right guess we’ll both go to hell at this rate, ay never really wanted heaven anyway you can tell this is a freestyle right by the way i rhyme and the way i meld my voice in- to itself, above and below, it’s all the same god was playing piano with the rain maybe i’ll go wordless here, maybe maybe maybe, yeah maybe i’ll go wordless here maybe maybe maybe may when i was traveling i felt so close to death like an old friend i could talk to at night some call it prayer i just call it talking to myself talking to myself my soul’s the universe so why do i need you to help me out (thru)

these my back pages you helped to create them i don’t try to save them anymore i just hold it down, hold the flaw god come back, says : say no more i look to you and am gone i look to us and move on one last look back at it as it moves out of view love you / loved you

you think astrologys dumb youre such a fuckin taurus while i pisces-aries while i waterfront while i war inside as i become a yeah happy to think bipolar made a lotta sense huh INTP vs INFP, fuck head i want your heart i want your heart love is a feeling feeling art you’re my favorite reality now i can barely see the mirror that separates us

used to family reunions i watched them come and go ay and now i know nostalgia’s no fun memories of my parents’ parents and brothers and sisters sayin soon you’ll have to grow up oh no, oh no and then you’ll shut the fuck up cause one day you’re cute the next you’re not <3 hardest thing about life is it’s a video game 20 tabs in mind like i’m on a safari life is just a game life is just an atari took enough once so it never wore off born a little early doubt i’ll have to die young yeah yeah yeah do you believe in god? yeah yeah yeah let’s stop science? fuck any-one not typing off top outta pocket i’m a wocket please shut me la fuck up yeah yeah yeah now this not my life, family reunions i watched them come and go kum and go used to be called get fucked ay hardest thing about life is it’s a video game admit it once and it never turns off

there’s no bad side of town can’t trust anyone anyway saw you running downtown suicidal on a given day guess i’ll see you around brothers fighting on a rainy day every time we make up seems like it always rains if we’re all children of god who here still believe in race life isn’t a race it just life isn’t a race it just is life isn’t a race it just life isn’t a race it just is adjust it adjust it thing is it just is these days BACKGROUND VOCALS [3 VERSES] pajamas on aw, my aries baby retire early get good, girl who’s not an artist? who’s not an artist anymore? yeah feel fucking hopeless just wanna sleep watching TV i could be dead never forget brown eyed boy duality reject accepted androgyny that’s really me not even an artist bad at self-portraits who loves me americano calcify my pineal to show me what I don’t know dies like the setting sun fall asleep listening to podcast i don’t remember but my brother does, yeah bad dream spent it dying young can’t unbelieve what we saw, yeah hard to trade selves this late in game so i’m old enough to survive, young enough to still try huh and i don’t remember but my brother does and now i don’t remember my brother americano calcify my pineal to show me what I don’t know death is on my mind so i wont run from it this time, yeah that’s the way that life goes know we’re all just killing time, yeah til karma catches up and the reaper pays my fines but i’ve been feeling fine i’ve been feeling fine though caught a couple rhymes in hand that’s worth four in this timezone, yeah that’s foreign, this new flightzone i been caught inside my mind’s soul so i been astral projectin out my home these nights yeah and i know sometime i won’t come back and which one i’ll never know

cause that could be us up in the stars carryin earth, carryin mars caught in the spurs swear i’d go far least i meant farther than this oh father i miss the idea becoming the idea happy national mental illness happy national mental illness day baby cause that could be us yeah grandpa carried a pack uncle carried a flask brother carried a pipe i still got all that, yeah suicidal but i know how to live this life now so meanwhile may my blood just paint our heaven some heaven some time while alright doing okay if if you’d rather get to know a grain of sand than to study the ocean if you’d rather get to know a grain of sand then study the ocean getting to know some sand studyin in an ocean okay happy national mental illness day happy national mental illness day baby happy national mental illness day happy national mental illness day babe cause that could be us, up in the stars carrying earth, carrying mars new age i got caught in the spurs, but i swear i’d go far at least i meant farther than this o father i miss the idea becoming the ideal back when i could still see it feeling real to feel it really feeling so real when you’re online happy national mental illness baby happy national mental, hell yeah it’s any day m’lady i’ve got a secret malady non gotta keep it from love moon taught me growth studying angles from above happy national mental illness day happy national medal illness day babe happy national lithium happy national metal love

yeah i spoke to the devil and he said i’d be fine the way you’re suffering why’d i want you to die? ground was covered in moonlight i looked down in where he looked up at me from, smiled and said goodnight and it’s been five years since and i still don’t feel right every song feels like my last chance to die, in other words teach myself to teach myself to dance, yeah, like life’s a video game i’m burning bridges for no reason, no to feel myself fucking burn, yeah gaining enemies when speaking a truth so i know i’m going in the right direction if you wanna be the main character nothing can be wasted; only gets harder to fight the bosses— though they told me to tell them when i wanna go farther i turned around at the end, shouting nothing—finally i mean imagine if your first had you foaming at the mouth and your subconscious still got you addicted somehow tears dry as the pain takes over, anger is the only love stronger eyes roll back i’m unconscious now dissociating into : freedom from the known followed your footsteps off a cliff almost died but i didn’t

The day before I met you Darlin Somethin genius just In the way you move Tracing the angle from Your jeans to your boots I spy with my inner eye Someone who feels like I do And semicolon on your wrist like Damn I didn’t know you were a writer too so Let’s trade souls for a little while Let’s trade souls for a little while, nothing Else to do, right? Like what else Do we do here all day anyway, right? Like Somethin genius just The way you move Tracing the angles from Your jeans down to your boots yeah As I spy with my inner eye Someone who feels just like I do And semicolon on your wrist like Damn I didn’t know you were a writer too so Let’s trade souls for a little while Let’s trade souls for a little while, like What else is there do to anyway right? Like What did I do all day before I met you darling

oh, yeah you said yes we’re all just gonna die, yeah why i always carry a knife, yeah only reason i’m alive is cause i don’t remember how i survived yeah, you said oh you said, you said you said i can’t understand the lyrics yeah, i can’t understand the lyrics no more, yeah yeah, why can’t i understand your lyrics? why can’t i understand the lyrics, why can’t i hear the lyrics right tell me i wanna die tell me why even try said the better i get, yeah the less i feel it, yeah and they tell me this’ll last the rest of my life, yeah and they tell me to last the rest of my life, yeah said do we all just wanna die now, yeah why do we all just wanna die, yeah turns out the whole youth’s depressed it’s not just me and you you know and looks like i’m still alive, i guess to be honest, yeah by the last time we met bet i already was dead, yeah yeah, you said, you’re young and depressed, you know i’m the best, yes never trusted apples preferred ethers to picking the poison ok then, whatever happens from now on is fate or love i guess i don't wanna do this anymore

talk shit on the dead can’t get it out of my head i just can’t get out my head hope i’m safe in heaven dead heard you talk shit on the dead heard you talk shit, i’m dead can’t get it out my head safe in heaven, dead capitalist cunt in the end it doesn’t matter how hard you worked for the art the only thing that matters is the art

talk shit on the dead can’t get it out of my head i just can’t get out my head hope i’m safe in heaven dead heard you talk shit on the dead heard you talk shit, i’m dead can’t get it out my head safe in heaven, dead capitalist cunt in the end it doesn’t matter how hard you worked for the art the only thing that matters is the art

yeah you make me kinda crazy make me burn my light make me turn into a savage make me do just what i like and i ain’t felt this way in years, baby yeah, who gives us the rights? fighting for us to survive fighting just to survive fighting for us to survive i’m fighting just to survive poetry of pure violence hope you brought a knife twist my fingers thru ur sockets think i found the light dip before the cops hit overpaid and overpriced saw it all up in my dreams couldn’t recognize my eyes saw it all up in my dreams couldn’t recognize my eyes saw it all up in my dreams couldn’t recognize my eyes saw it all up in my dreams couldn’t recognize my eyes don’t wanna make it on my own won’t play your capitalist pretty warm up in our home used to live to pay a rent they try to put us into boxes makes me pretty violent watch me twist the night to light, yeah i ain’t been the same since you died

you break yourself just to see the world i’ve already lived all those decades though lately i feel my blood petrify, lines forming rings around the veins counting down the days til god dies again, secretly wishing everything always just starts over again started out as robots endin in a game of thrones pain of sensitivity, bombin time head out eternity’s window flipping ticking time bombs into life’s cells the world breaks you or you break the world felt so suicidal i could save the world don’t give a fuck about time or language (woah) so i don’t need you to forgive me anymore here they said you don’t come first time try heaven dear someone else always has to take you there still fear they ordered me to make these exact mistakes here

Codependent to the chaos of creating Forcefed language now hooked on phonics, oo I remember when the sun still spun dials And nobody really knew how to time tell you And I remember days before color printing And everyone did look a little gray And I remember the first thanksgiving And how we could have been killed in one stay And since I say we I mean we should And yeah I don’t care that I’ll die soon And since you don’t know about the moon Like this guy at a party the other night Asking if I believe the moon landings happened right I was like oh so you believe in the moon I feel I just rhymed moon with moon And I feel the words for them slip away Then anyway I feel everything As nothing all along Yeah yeah yeah so yeah it’s pretty fucked up how we have to talk like this in song only one song now

to exist, don’t exist to exist don’t exist all my friends killed themselves cause they wanted to 90s wines made from neon roses, ritual spoons cartoons second album jeff buckley fourth fiona apple window open hearin nirvana when nirvana doesn’t exist here anymore who has a right to exist ? eden’s east, no taxes notre dame burning on the television sadness, i’m best of best yeah i’m blessed god damn it faux pax to get caught, graffiti, cave art universes forever inevitable to contra verses, courses imperfectly insightful as we are wirelessly printing 3d university experiences so far why the fuck was their god a white man man maintaining freedom to exist, fifth wave-in federal reserve manufactured consent, ubi iou made me less art for and from them so i slept in today all my friends killed themselves cause they wanted to, ay starfall, call it karma call it fate

I was born under red white blue, see Not long for the presidential pussy Some say life began after 9/11, oh I say those are some pretty magic numbers then, woah I wanna fall in with this mirror All my lovers were merry pranksters If I could find an artist who knows If I could find an artist who understands with their hands with mine, oh If I could strangle god without prison If I could say no in person If I could redream your ideal If I could feel myself real If I could feel myself real If I could feel myself real

and you don’t wanna love me the best cause if you love me the best then you’ll let me know and you don’t wanna love me the best cause if you love me the best then i’ll let you go and you don’t wanna love me the best cause if you love me the best then i’ll let you know and you don’t wanna love me the best cause if you love me the best then you’ll let me go— death and i we are not friends just acquaintances, just passing acquaintances and we pass in the hall night to night exchanging grim grins and soft in the starlight i remember i owe him as much as she knows me too well and now it’s 4 in the morning cause i love being by myself trade keys trade souls trade languages you kow i konw nthing anymore thats what i prefer when i walk out the door i dont think i’m walking out the door i just walk and we pass in the hall night to night exchanging grim grins and soft in the starlight i remember i owe him as much as she knows me too well and now it’s 4 in the morning cause i love being by myself death and i

mind over matter, i been doin drugs all day yeah my lyrics don’t mean shit, i got nothin left to say where the fuck is my brother, thought i’d meet him on the way but i drowned all my lovers and let the best ones get away and i’m running undercover but the world gets in the way and i’m breathing underwater when the police come my way and i’m dying just to live, gotta lotta hell to pay til then mind over matter, yeah mind over it i been doin drugs all day and my lyrics don’t mean shit cause i got nothin left to say where the fuck is my brother, thought i’d meet him on the way but i drowned all my lovers and let the best ones get away and i’m running undercover but the world gets in my way and i’m breathing underwater when the police come my way and i’m dying just to live, gotta lotta hell to pay til mind over matter, always knew i’d die this way, ay ay oh my, momma my issues, yeah i don’t know where to start ever since my lyrics got honest - i think she hates my art weaponized my illness though she knew it from the start watched her watch me die and then i watched her fall apart now i know it’s all over and i know it in my heart used to make fun how the fathers played the part shoulda known that’s how life goes, i froze up and let it go mind over matter, i’ve been doin drugs all day mind over matter, always knew i’d die this way mind over matter, i’ve been doin drugs all day mind over matter, always knew i’d die this way

know i’ll be high in an hour what can i say know i’ll be high in an hour what can i say? (fifty people control a billion) if i had it my way high as a motherfucker what did you say? (please get out the way) phone don’t recognize my face, i’m fucked don’t remember the combination, lock-key diary what did you want from me? what did you even want me? oh, joy to the world i’m gonna get so high when i get home in my room in a bed with you

think i really believe it’s true think i finally believe it’s true no one ever really dies you just become the drugs you do you gotta lotta drugs to do they just woke up too soon they just left too soon so think i really believe it’s true think i finally believe it’s true no one ever really dies you just become the drugs you do you gotta lotta drugs to do they just woke up too soon they just left too soon so

praise be to yahweh when i run out of weed buffeted manna cause i wanna believe what i see been working 12 hour days for 50 fuckin weeks, aye really feeling worth it when it damn near kills me, aye took more drugs than the beatles, aye took more drugs than the beatles, aye took more drugs than the beatles, aye took more drugs than the beatles, aye death’s my mistress, yeah i love her to death gave up thinking cause there’s never a next escape hatch to hide in forever, remember the only way to handle is holding it closer all the time all the time

Two lovers on a honeymoon beach On vacation you look for the moon more mm What’s location we met on the internet What I’m saying Everything learned is forgotten How much of you is on purpose Do you still speak in cursive Pronunciation on point Mumbling through this joint I’ve lived a thousand lives here And I’d do it all again now Even if I don’t have to cause Everyone dies for a reason But who really lives for it Everyone dies for a reason now But who lives for it Fell in love with my girlfriend’s girlfriend Broke up found out freedom’s worth Now I dunno how I’ll die this time But I know it won’t be suicide now Know it won’t be suicide now For sure for sure for sure for sure Say, whatcha gonna do when those drugs run out Take that shit down south Just bought a pound of that boof Brought that shit straight to the booth (Surprised pikachu)

you want a singer i want it all you want the summer i wanna fall my art dream is closing in on me even if i make it now i know i wont be happy my art dream closing in on me even if i make it i know i won’t be happy, am i free you want a singer i want it all you want the summer i wanna fall art dream is closing in on me even if i make it now i know i wont be happy, happy my life’s dream closing in-on me even if i make it i know i won’t be happy, am i free? you want a singer i want it all you want the summer i wanna fall you want a singer i want it all you want the summer i wanna fall seems we’ll have to limit the definitions seems we’ll have to finish the payments seems no one loves theese damages but know i saw them throw the gun in my hand regret was my goddess she don’t remember at all you want a singer i want it all you want the summer i wanna fall my dream is closing in on me even if i make it now i know i wont be happy, happy my life’s dream closing in-on me even if i make it i know i won’t be happy, am i free?

Say you Sittin in the yard Honey why don’t you Just come in it’s not that far Ah see I knew at the start This is what it would be love But I never told no one yeah I never told no one Not even myself— ((Who I wasn’t then So it wasn’t real so)) Come on I know you Know I love history The mystery of us all So much so that I Don’t know so much now (right) You can think what you want You can think what you want

rollin weed rollin weed can’t get to sleep can’t get to sleep skippin sleep fuck sleep fuck sleep rollin weed vacation’s cheap ever since i seen you last week i only got three personalities so she said shut the fuck up just when you’re talking to me rolling weed rollin weed vacation’s cheap vacations cheap rollin weed to taste the whole world and not become bitter to sink every ocean if your lover’s no swimmer now it’s time to leave now it’s time to vote now it’s time to replace fake adt signs in our moats all life intersectional our changes aren’t electable yeah i went to college yeah i was comatose burn my degree by next winter cause my old energy overdosed so she said shut the fuck up when you’re talking to me rollin marijuana vacation is cheap rollin weed rollin acid, just make me a sheep serotonin, i’m ready rollin marijuana, vacation is cheap oh, now it’s time to see all my demons become super saiyan only the dead know what i’m sayin rollin weed rollin weed rollin weed

(Had to go birds eye view Just to restart this level Swear this world feel like the last Hear the boss around here somewhere Before we turn this corner realize I didn’t know it’s possible to survive Until I met you) Said you would remember Saved you in September yeah Said you would remember Saved you til September yeah Said you would remember yeah Loved you in September Left you in November yeah Regret in December But I would never say that Such a long winter Til the sun will be with us again My friend do you think I’ll survive Without that this time O not again no Half my soul that’s half my Soul But what’s half of zero Yeah that’s Half my soul What’s half of zero Half my soul What’s half of zero That’s half my soul yeah Oh modern love Love must be reinvented Said Rimbaud And if you don’t pronounce it right just go And if you don’t pronounce it right just know I love you a little more I love you a little more But you wouldn’t know by the sign on my door It’s not that plain No, language can’t contain My love for you You You Yes you Yes, you (Had to go birds eye view Just to restart this level Swear this world feel like the last Hear a boss around here somewhere Before we turn this corner remember I didn’t know it’s possible to survive Until I met you)

Fundamental differences I don’t give a fuck I’m just here cause Y'all don’t want me to kill myself So yeah I’m sorry cuz Tried to reach you Tried to go between you Never could seem to Find the words we need To tell God we wanna leave And it almost looks sacrilegious like I might beat the fuck out God In a fight just cause We were very bored, right Cause we were very born, right So now we die At least so far Remember death At any moment, yeah In the beginning was the word That word was yeah Doesn’t take a genius To learn to take genius So what you want now Isn’t what was then, oh But how lovely is love How lovely is love, oh So lovely, love feels almost Of homes like nightlights in a storm Holding back the dark For no one But loveliest of all Is getting to lose the love Is getting to lose my love I’m getting to lose my love now Asked God if it was worth it She said she couldn’t remember

eyes rollup head fuck, i’m dead i’m ready i’m grieving i’m done i wasn’t leaving i was on my way home i’m grinning i’m spinning i’m gone fast as you grow is fast as you fall not flown so much as a swimmer pisces like orgasms slitting my soul getaway tempt just a rhyme tbh damn please buy me urn tho what’s the password, no one home how to learn to want it all again, lol oh old soul burning bridges to feel myself how much poetry does it take to kill a poet kierkegaard said god is dead in my opinion, yeah suicide so no taxes no shit i can’t quit

oh what do i do i just wanna share my own way with you (my whole day) with you, believe me i do— (run away for fun / dunno what you find) come back with a tan come back with a fan learn to mirror the sun ok, ok

why the fuck did you leave me alone listenin sierra leone on my way home yeah why the fuck don’t you just leave me alone know where i’m going, just don’t know where to go

Was I deep enough for you Did I seem a way to you Was I weak enough for you Was I as happy as you, talk A lot of shit when I'm manic, forgive Me and stay in our orbit, gravity's Unforgiving and it took me all My life's story to sync to yours Darling Memory closing in on light After all you’ve survived Life flashing faster than usual Is it like moths to a lantern The dumb ecstasy of death In everyone else’s story Are you ever the monster In the last scene . Killed for the storyline Victory . After all You’ve survived . Since U Wanted to believe In your fate so deep You wouldn't have to again? Death means non, je ne regrette Excited to see my other sides Meet the monster in the last scene And kill and laugh and cry By finding out it's a dream You told me about before dying Not a white light, just a shade darker Than this side of the sun, and full of Far more meaningful language And silence Only 1 chasing 2 ghosts, champagne de la roché et dumb dreams on the veranda this arrondissement you told me police

Memories of you and me Memories broken symmetry Member that time I tried to write Something in the skyline Ended up at the equator Lost on the first day of spring If I were you and you were me If I were you were you really me Memories of rhyming Language without words Idea of drowning me To think out the herd Wasn’t good but it worked Wasn’t me but it really hurt Seeing the world fall to pieces And not knowing the reason [‘is that from ‘if i memorize this right’?’ <piano playing> ‘i’m gonna download logic and also learn to play the guitar so. my music is gonna sound a lot different soon i think’ ‘Well with a guitar it—’]

laughin. cryin. psychotic tell i got too much serotonin watchin my guardians dance with my demons nothing makes sense, i love it, acid catfishing styx for neurons to believe in math seem say everything always in sequence, i sacred as what we used to believe in native dancing still bringing rain in native dancing still bringing rain in native dancing still bringing rain in thank god we thought we could believe in try to tell somebody, make sure you tell two no one believes in you til other people do thank god always knew we could change too try to tell someone, they’ll probably tell you old world music, healing on shrooms, love you gather in circle, reap what was shown to you nobody believes in you til others do delusions of grandeur, congrats, guess so who gives a fuck about magic til they make it so serotonin congratulations for your soul delusions of grandeur, sure, i guess so no one believes in you til others do you know what is money really worth if it ain’t love? how do you become you in death? ahahah who except you knows who to believe in here? catchin my guardians dance with my demons then catfishin styx for a god to believe in and native dancin still bringin rain in native dancin still bring the rain in native dancin bringin fuckin rain in a native dancin bringin me native dancin bring the fuckin rain in native dancin bringin me skipping thoughts off the top, oh hope the water’s clear enough hope the water’s deep enough tried to drown a thought, yah yesterday was a year depression sowing sleep in us our first and last dream here the drugs keep callin me don’t fall asleep stay up with me then i could reach out again but you would already feel me oh oh oh oh oh native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin my rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin my rain in native dancin bringin the rain in native dancin bringin my rain in ooh ooh ooh

///1 california sunlight in a sweet september rain list-nin to led-zepp-lin and i swear i love our brain just know now you can’t say an-y-thing at all to me-é-ee said if i’m insane, at least i rearranged, yeah, i’m not afraid rebirth on the weekend seems the brain is all asleep what-do you want be-fore it wakes? babe ///2 if alarm’s are bleedin into the dream’s seams can we switch place? so say, what do we say-eée como se dice i love you ? yes plz seems that french is broken that must be how rambo used it too—oh, no. no rebirth on the weekend seems my brain’s sleepin who-oo do i wake? ///3 i know that you know that e-ter- nity’s always near so if you want to debate definitions then it’s clear you don’t really give’a fuck/enough to re-verse ~engineer~these~fears~so~ i’ll just go to mull o- ver all’a these problems some tomorrow after noon, oh ///4 se vu play, i promise ba -thing in the garden babe love’s just where we grow—and now will never be the same so s’il vous plait, i mean i guess i saw God sleepin in last Sunday, oh, just know now you can’t say anything about my brain because if our pain’s the same then so our mistakes so let me know if we’re all the same making the same mistakes let us grow to change let us grow to change let us grow to change

please capitalize das kapital i remember when kum & go used to be called everybody just keeps getting fucked over good ole days aye, word can i talk to your daughter answer is the only violence violence is the only answer tastes beyond tongues take deeper than desire speaking in braille hymns at the turn of the century sent for the lost how much a soul cost cent for the lot how much my soul cost all my anger at god all my anger at god all my anger o god when i die i’ll kill god only one i have to outrun is my self i got all the time in the world only thing i have to outrun is my cell i got all the time in the world only one i have to outrun is my self i got all the time in the world it’s money or you don’t already killed myself turtles all the way down already killed myself fake adt signs in a moat already killed myself i can watch myself drown already killed myself gimme 10 yrs and a library already killed myself i’ll build us a new world already killed myself think the poem ends in don’t already killed myself blind spots exposed, edited only one i have to outrun is myself i got all the time in the world how much my soul cost i got all the time in the world two types of pain, one’s not a feeling ghost in my brain doing the steering genius is holding two lives at once genius is being dead before brunch it’s a cash bar we dumb as fuck lmao let’s go fuck yeah